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Monday, April 02, 2012
if i could, i will not be there. if u could, u wouldn't want me there. i am just sick and tired of all your crap seriously. childish ignorant selfish freak.. its time to grow up seriously. i seriously dont understand, why ppl who always climb up to that position always end up turning into them. it's seriously frustrating and a trend that i cannot understand at all. cant someone just be different. i am just glad that my time is almost over and i am leaving with: awesome friend, awesome fun , awesome memories. i really hope for the best of the new faces. Jia you and may you have a great leader .. that cares for you, respects you and your decisions, more then anything else. Thursday, July 21, 2011
Dearest grandma: It's exactly 49 days since you pass away. Now as the rain is pouring heavily outside on a Friday morning. I write this to you. in the beginning, i struggled hard, trying hard to recall our memories and special moments. now, i relies that all i was searching for have always been there. it wasn't about the glorious moments with had, but the time we spend everyday in the past, and the laughter we share together. i am all grown up now, i understand that all this will slowly be part of my past, that everyone should always live forward. to look forward towards the future. i will do that. You were a strong and independent women. a women that was always contented with whatever you had. stories u told were always so interesting. about how your family overcome all the obstetrical. and why you leg actually hurt so much because u use to work in the farm. how u enjoyed your time raising 3 children, even-thought live wasn't easy Even so, u never like to say too much as u always thought i would have no interest in them. like what you always say. i will know when i get to your age. what u leave us with was no wealth nor fame. But teachings, Simple but wise teachings that will lead us towards the future. Enjoy life as it is. And That things always has a way of being great if u give them a little faith, with no anger, no frustration, but just a calm and simple smile. i love you grandma. and always have. even now you are gone love from u will never fade your present in those 19 year of my life had been memorable and i will treasure it always With love : Sylvia Wednesday, July 13, 2011
best song ever written .. lyrics explains a lot in this song.. shows that sometimes u just have to let go .. who knows what good thing may happen when u do(: i did! and i have to say that i totally agree with the song . best thing i never had Monday, July 11, 2011
Thank you .. BUT I AM TIRED !! This "game" is getting a bit boring if u ask me. haiz .. after so bloody freaking long and u are still at square one ?? WTH SIA !! some times i seriously don't understand thing you are doing lo !! and all the drama that is going on cause of this stupid game ?? is it worth it ?? why make such a big fuss over such small matters is either that u seriously dont understand human behavior .. or should i ask if u even understand a thing ? please !! i beg u .. if only u could just kindly move on ... like what the others have .. dam sian ah !! tired ah .. super TIRED !! ---------------------------------------------------- anyway .. didn't realize that there was actually many nice photos of me going around the net sia awesome .. BUT !! someone has just perm her hair !! she looks freaking awesome now !! and different (: ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ we are all young adults . it's time to grow up my dear. everyone stay and leave for a reason ... maybe reasons that you yourself cannot figure out its a part of life .. treasure what you have now . WHY live by thinking of entering others lives ? WHY live in acceptance of others ? are you not good enough? or do you not believe in you ? live BEING YOURSELF and the rest will fall in place . admiration is good .. but who says your life isn't better ? Tuesday, June 14, 2011
AH !! i am seriously in need of a makeover !! WHO CARES if this is the exam period !! dam shit ... i totally look the same for the last 5 year !! just fatter and my style is getting for bad to worst !! OMG !! and please dont get me started.. i TOTALLY DONT want to look like some ah lian on the streets !! i bet they have more money to buy cloths then me sia !! ARG! super irritated with myself cause there is just so much i wanna do but i cant cause i have NO $$$ shit $$ .. if only everything was free .. yeah right .. and the picture u see there on my blog !! so last time .. haiz if only i was as skinny as i use to be now .. fat like some shit sia ... SLIMMING TIME !! but the food is like so nice la !! HARD TO RESIST U KNOW !! anyway .. here are some pictures on how "the same " i look now  super ah lian looking right !! i seriously wanna faint liao !! MAKE OVER !! SERIOUSLY !!!!! Tuesday, May 10, 2011
have been keeping this in for way too long . and i cant seem to be able to tame it down . i need my voice to be hear. but what can i say, when all has already been covered by your lies and twisted truth . i tried so hard .. i don't want to turn out being like you .. thats why i have been silent about it all these while .. what you hear might not always be the truth. but the truth may not always be hidden from you. your just gotta find it out for yourself to understand the real meaning to all this. you are bless my dear .. if i was every jealous .. it's because of your blessings the gift of ignorance and blindness .. ignorance for your own being and for your friends, blindness to the truth .. may u all see the light some day . (: thats all i have to say .. and everyone can judge in whatever way they want about me. i will not declare that i am a victim out of this situation . because i was true to myself and about my own feelings about this. and i will like it to stay this way, if you want the truth, find it out yourself. things happen for a reason. this isn't primary school anymore .. people don't just walk out due to stupid reasons .. Advice ? unless you wake up one day .. you will never know nor understand ... Friday, May 06, 2011
it's like a roller coaster ride .. sometimes up , and the next down , then in a split turn.. it goes up again .. it's always unpredictable .. maybe that why i like it . i could never predict what will happen next. it's actually quite scary though. cause you dont know what is coming, so meaning you dont know what to react to it. nor do your know what to expect. i really enjoy out time tgt and with you , i could truly be who i am, cause in my heart , i know that u love me for who i am, and accept that i will always stay this way .. and between us is trust .. you may not feel it . but it's kinda strong .. i am not saying that our relationship is perfect .. but until now.. i am truly happy (: random : 1 stop mrt ride .. |
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this is the cute girls blog :) this girl is know as!! -S.kok!!- cocky girl !!!!) stupid names from by class mates but watever, they are not the worst 
anyway this girl here is a virgo baby , was born in august 30 1991... a super duper happy-go-lucky person...(: wait till i am angry... Hey hey these are the things i adore
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